1.Disappear - Beyonce -《I Am…Sasha Fierce》

那天我下了这张专辑，那天我下定决心一定等你从法国回来，五年也等，十年也等。心里开始默默的幸福。

这张专辑不是我期待的风格，但是，慢慢地我发现其中的睿智。你给我的不是我要的答复，但是，我还是没有办法接受。这么突然。11月11号11点57 分。一开始说不出话来，完全不知道自己是什么感觉。打电话给你，你也不接。短信里告诉我，你跟他才2天。一片空白。开始不停地抽烟。抽到没有。开始打电 话。想说话。没有人还在。我感觉无能为力。我躺在床上的时候这首Disappear已经播放50多遍了。

If i beg and if i cry，would it change the sky tonight，

will it give me sunlight.

Should i wait for you to call，is there any hope at all，

Are you drifting by？

When i think about it，

I know that i was never held or even cared.

The more i think about it，

The less that i was able to share with you.

I try to reach for you，i can almost feel you.

You're nearly here，And then you disappear

(disappear, disappear, disappear)

字字都是我当时心里最切实的感觉，那种感觉真的疼得要死。蜷成一团，不停地抽搐，泣不成声，没有了呼吸。心里疼得要死，只能狠狠地揪着身上其他地 方，让心里不那么疼。耳朵里还是她不断吟唱的u desappear.......我真的没有办法接受你就这样消失在了我的生活里。。。。。

2.Mad - Ne-yo - Year Of The Gentleman

Oh baby this love ain't gonna be perfect
And just how good it's gonna be.
We can't fuss and we can't fight
Long as everything alright between us
Before we go to sleep.
Baby, we're gonna be happy.
I know sometimes
It's gonna rain...
But baby, can we make up now
'Cause I can't sleep through the pain

我多想告诉你，其实没有关系。一切都会好的。为什么不相信，为什么一定要这样？真的要疯了。

3.Livin' A Lie (feat. Rihanna) - The-Dream - Love Hate

I wanna tell the world that your my girl
And that i'm your man, Aw baby
And I wanna tell the world that you got me
Why can't we be, Aw baby
I can't put my name on your kiss
And I can't speak your name from these lips
We froze and nobody knows

我一直在坚持抄和你发的每一条短信，实在太多了，我抄了这么久才抄到10月7号。那天我在你家门口跟你闹了好久。闹得很。。。但是我们当时都觉得很幸福。这是我那天听了几百遍的一首歌。这首歌就是我当时的心情。很幸福。很难得。

4.Whatever you like - T.I. - Paper Trail

I said you could have whatever you like
Stacks on deck
Patrone no ice
And we can pop bottles all night
Baby you can have whatever you like 
I said you can have whatever you like 
Late night sex so wet and so tight
I'll gas up the jet for you tonight
Baby you can go where ever you like
I said you can go where ever you like

很难想象我居然把这么欢快的 一首歌放进我的失恋播放列表。T.I.是我最喜欢的Rapper之一。一个巨有钱的黑帮老大。居然对女人这样的心。给你所有想 要的，陪你去所有想去的。这不就是一个男人给自己喜欢的人最大的幸福么？简简单单。我不能给你这些，可是我的心里全是你，全是你。

5.Love Is Blind - 椎名林檎 - 唄ひ手冥利～其ノ壱～ 亀pact disc [Disc 1]

love is blind
love is only sorrow
love is no tomrrow since you went away
how well I remember 
in the heat of summer plasure winter fades
  love is blind
love is without a mercy
love is "now you're hurt me,now you're gone away"
love is blind
love is no horizon 
and I'm slowly dying here in yesterday
now it'is over

真的没办法，喝醉，痛哭，打电话给你，求你不要分手，却只换来一句你喝醉了明天再说吧。爱情为何如此盲目，这一切简直让人要疯。心里就想歌里的嘶吼一般。那是我最痛苦的一个晚上。Now it's over.

6.Love Lockdown - Kanye West - Love Lockdown (Single)

想读懂另外一个人的心是这么难，永远无法知道别人心里真正在想什么。You keep ya love locked down, you lose.

7.Lost Without You - Robin Thicke - The Evolution of Robin Thicke

I'm lost without you
Can't help myself
How does it feel?
To know that how I love ya baby

原来我如此爱你。

8.落日 - 椎名林檎 - 第一回林檎班大会の模様

「何が悲しい?」と聞かれたって
何も悲しんでなどいないさ
丁度太阳が去っただけだろう
微かな希望と裏腹に
ごく当たり前の白け切った夕日を迎えた

独りきり置いて行かれたって
さようならを言うのは可笑しいさ
丁度太阳が去っただけだろう
仆は偶然君に出會って
ごく当たり前に慈しんで 夕日を迎えた
さあもう笑うよ

或许太阳的离开只是个巧合 我与你相遇也是巧合 极为理所当然 笃定慈爱地迎接夕阳

好了 欢笑吧

9.Streetlights - Kanye West - 808s & Heartbreak

let me know, do i still got time to grow
things aint always set in stone
with that being, let me know

seems like streetlights glowing
happened to be just like moments
passing, in front of me so
i hopped in, the cab and
i paid my fair， see
i know my destination
 im just not there in the streets
im just no there
life's just not fair

这首歌是我的迷茫

10. F,i love u.